Mar 15, 2011

COME AT ME YOU ALL

I'm slowly starting to sick of all this. Slowly...day by day. I've grown to the habit of pretending like nothing ever bothers me. Haha this is so pointless just like my life. Like I seriously can't be bothered for anything these days. I just want to put everything down for a couple of days and just sleep. Away from friends, school, studying and fights just away from everything.
These days nothing ever stays where you left it. Once you say something about someone it just travels everywhere, no one wants to keep to themselves. I mean it's fine up until it effects me. I mean I'm friend to you all but I honestly do not have the generosity to take in everything you say and care about you unlike someone. Unlike someone I don't want to always take caution with everything I say, I want to able to say what I want to say without being hated or in your words 'negatively being commented' on. Okay? Enough is enough. I do care for you and love you despite our past happenings but sometimes I might be having a hard time too. Not just you.
I'm obviously always the one being commented on like where do I belong now? No fucking where. But I like it that way. Too many of my friends bundle up to other people titling themselves as their 'best friends'. Best friends are best friends even if it means we don't get to talk on the phone or go out on a nice lunch. People calling each other 'best friends' and yet still talk behind their back? I hate that, what is that? She's your best friend, you said it yourself now take responsibility of what you said.
You know what? I don't want to tell anyone anything, I don't want to hear things from anyone I just want to be able to trust someone. I can't even say something without doubting that they'll tell someone, or bitch behind my back. Things are so fucked up these days I just want to get home schooled. I'm sick of smart arses that think that all they're doing are 'good deeds' and that they're 'good people' for saying stuff like that but PLEASE get over yourself.

Now that I've let some things out of my heart I feel better. But god knows who's going to read this then blabber it on to the world "Dahee's a bitch" LOL Go ahead. I honestly don't care anymore!!!

8 comments:

  1. Just Kill Yourself. Seriously.

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  2. hahahahahahahahahhahhaaha ngawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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  3. Oi Anonymous. How about YOU go kill yourself ? Seriously, man. You don't even know her so what gives you the right to judge her and tell her to kill herself ? So go walk along your yellow brick road and leave. her. alone. Got that ?

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  4. But people think I'm nice and kewl dude and you don't make sense half the time you talk.....and you got wrong again!! Its you're goshness and dude what will happen if I kill myself and you find out it was your fault? You shouldn't say that to people, no one even if they annoy you etc. It's just not something you can say to something, if I kill myself what will you do with the guilt. Knowing that you killed someone...isn't pretty

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  5. So dear anonymous please find a better way to comfort yourself and not through raging at someone. It'll do you no harm I guarantee you! You keep saying "People" are annoyed, sick of you. No one ever told me that they were sick of me. They said I was small and stuff but nothing like what you said so I guess its only you!! Hehehehehee thank you and have a nice life and don't come again1!

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  6. fml im such a noob at this.... fml
    anyways 2nd time wiritng this cos it dissapeared before....buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut this time im just writing it to you dahee!
    ILY DAHEE
    THAT ANONYMOUS IS JUST PMS EVERYWHERE
    idk whaiiiiiiiii she just doesnt go eat and meditate and if she has anger managment with ur blog, CLOSE IT AND DONT READ IT SO YOU DONT DIE OF 고혈압! if you are still on her blog heheeeeeee. please stop chucking a spaz. by. ur.self....
    SHE SHOULD NOT MESS WITH UR PRECIOUS LIFE AND SHES JUST MEAN whoever she is BECAUSE LIFES A PRECIOUS BOX AND SHE JUST PULLED OUT A NOSE HAIR OF A SLEEPING TIGERRR
    plus a few weeks ago i fully had a 3 hour lecture on cyber bullying SO JUST WATCH OUT ANONYMOUS WATCH OUT.
    hope i get to know you more
    BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    FROM YOUR SECRET SANTA xoxo
    i pray for you<3

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